Peanut's Life

Oh the joys of being a kid…. just LOOK at that outfit! (Taken with instagram)

Oh the joys of being a kid…. just LOOK at that outfit! (Taken with instagram)

The things this dog can sleep through! (Taken with instagram)

The things this dog can sleep through! (Taken with instagram)

#ghostadventures and a beverage! (Taken with instagram)

#ghostadventures and a beverage! (Taken with instagram)

Shhhhh he’s sleeping! (Taken with instagram)

Shhhhh he’s sleeping! (Taken with instagram)

Some good ones to ask.
Have you ever:
1) Self harmed?
2) Got into a real fight?
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
4) Tried to commit suicide?
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
8) Accused someone of using you?
9) Shoplifted?
10) Gotten drunk/high?
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal?
14) Bored?
15) Avoiding someone?
16) Avoiding some task?
17) Depressed?
18) Crying?
19) Annoyed with a friend?
20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily?
22) Get jealous/envious easily?
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
26) Go out drinking?
27) Smoke cigarettes?
28) Smoke weed?
29) Do any hard drugs?
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
34) Believe people deserve second chances?
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)
36) Think things will get better?
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair?
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
42) Shy OR open?
43) Eyes OR body?
44) Religious OR non-religious?
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
47) Piercings OR no piercings?
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
52) Smoke weed?
53) Smoke cigarettes?
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
58) Join a band as a part time activity?
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems?
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
70) Sleep naked?
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange?
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?
73) Cellphone or Computer?
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?
75) Tumblr OR Friends?
76) Apple OR PC?
77) TV Shows OR Movies?
78) Old bands OR new Bands?
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?
80) Reading OR Listening to music?
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge?
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice.
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?
88) Shoes OR Shirts?
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence?
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice.
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest.
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family?
93) Do you want to travel when you are older?
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?
96) Rather be the opposite gender?
97) What will you name your son/daughter?
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?
DO THIS, PLEASE. I'M CRAZY BORED! Please, someone let me know that I'm not invisible!

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Reblog if you’ve ever been called: ugly, emo, fat, stupid, worthless, unwanted, a nerd, anorexic, a freak, twat, cunt, retard, goth, gay, alone, fake, idiot, bitch, or the least bit beautiful.

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Decisions affect life….

My husband has 2 daughters.  They are tweens now and trying to figure out what their father is to them.  He hasn’t been all that involved in their life thanks to their mother and the Army.

Anyways, his youngest is 10 and barely knows him.  She’s only had a few hours with him at a time since she was a toddler. 

The other day we were talking to his younger daughter online (she has a facebook now) and she told him “I have to go now, got to talk to Ashly (me)” 

He got all upset about this and was telling me how that hurt his feelings.  Well tonight, as he was leaving for the gym his daughter came online again.  I ran outside (horribly painful back and all) and told him that she was online.  I asked him if he would want to stay and talk to her instead and he says “instead of what?”  I actually had to EXPLAIN to him instead of going to the gym!!!  He still voted on the gym.

I’m sorry but if these are the ways that you make this kind of decision don’t be shocked when they don’t want to get to know you.  Obviously you just proved that all your talk about how they are your number 1 priority is just talk. 

I don’t know about anyone else but someone being my number one priority means I would literally drop anything that won’t result in someone dying for that person. 

I just don’t feel he should be so shocked at their decision making when he presents them with these examples.  (No I didn’t tell her that he chose to go lift weights than talk to her)

silly husbands.

Nate is starting to hit the emotional breaks from an impending deployment.  We had an argument last weekend where he wanted to divorce but still live together just like we were married and only get back together if I made it through “successful” (btw we will be hitting our 4 year anniversary this fall) 

I obviously told him no.  Sorry, we said our vows and that means forever.  I won’t agree to that situation and I won’t do anything to hurt him.  I understand why he’s upset and I change a lot of things for him  but this isn’t something I’m willing to budge on. 

I think he’s reacting like this because he realizes that I can inflict pain on him while he’s gone and that scares him.  Am I wrong?

OMFG This is AMAZING!!

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